I am collecting what remains. Each fragment a letter never sent home.
My body is an archive of empire. The hair falls out in fistfuls. I gather each strand like evidence—scan them hundreds of times until they become weather, storm systems mapped across hanji paper thin as grief.
Once, honey belonged to dynasties. Now I smooth beeswax over surfaces that hold what the mouth cannot say.
The haenyeo dive without killing the sea. But the colonizers' boats scraped everything clean—shellfish, children, names. I work with what they left behind.
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Some wounds make pearls.
The nacre forming around invasion
is also how we survive it.
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In glass vessels I place what cannot be held any other way: emptied teabags smaller than memory, woven with hair. Archive of the almost-born. The not-yet-mourned.
I am trying to build a country from fragments. Each piece a portal where the abandoned meets the oyster's question—how to make a home around what intrudes. How to transform surveillance into sight. How to make the wound beautiful without forgetting it is a wound.
Still water holding the moon.
빈 그릇이 가장 많이 담는다
The empty vessel holds the most